Saturday, 10 October 2015

My life, my views.

No matter what I have been facing throughout twenty years of my young life... I feel like falling for myself every now and then. Life has taught me various lessons in the form of pain, lust, sexual desires, fantasy, romance, love, trust and honesty. Not everyone loves me but those who love me don't have time to think about losing me. Sometimes I was knocked down so hard by the circumstances that it took me several months to get into my normal position. Sometimes it was so romantic and soft that I felt like living it everyday. Too many push-ups and pull-downs were making me hard to believe that hope was always better than despair. But there was always an inclination towards love more than anything else. Love never meant to me like a fairy tale.. for me it is more deeper and relational than just finding out the right person for myself. No, I don't believe in the phrase " prince charming"- I have never met this prince in my dreams. No worries... because I know it is hard to handle me because I am intended to heal the wounds of others and make them relieved of their pains. So, it simply means, I feel for someone when they are in destitute and fighting with their tyranny. I always make a special appearance in their lives and then leave them to live on their own as my work is just to heal without any intention of getting back the same affection and attention.

My life is like a puzzle because I try to hold those hands which can use me for their own purpose. Knowingly, I want to commit such mistakes because I know my task of bringing the person back into his own lovable personality. I don't change them but people often change themselves for me but they have to pay a huge price because most of them know that I am supporting them because I want them to walk in the right direction. I know it is very rude but that is the only simple work I do while negotiating with people. I love  not to indulge into any kind of relationships with anyone but I will not reveal my plans and reasons to anyone.. There are various views which make me feel stronger like helping others to make myself happy and loving everyone so as to unite for a good cause and making peace with my own conflicts.

Often we tend to hurt others but if I am rude that simply means I want them to be strong, independent and practical. I reveal what I want and understand about myself and others in my writing but I consider those fake people to remain away who talk to me about love but they don't know the reason because love is the extension of various feelings and feelings occur due to certain events and events are based on observations. Without any reason, observations can't be substantiated. There is a need of  self- awareness so as to define love and people often fail to realise it. So, we must unite to love each other to live a healed and peaceful life. I am your angel who will support you in every situation but you have to walk in the right path.







- Anupreeta  Chatterjee
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